TooMuchPatentLeather: The Worst Thing To Feel is To Feel Nothing At All.

What is TooMuchPatentLeather?

My name is Alex and this blog is more of a diary or mood board, expressing my own original thoughts about fashion, beauty, art and what exactly is too much. The title of this blog is like my personal style in that it is ironic- there can never be too much patent leather. Fashion is more than self expression or art, it is a form of communication and this page will be committed to communicating both simple and elaborate conceptual ideas and also opinions. Whenever I place pictures of myself I am not using professional photography tools. I do not own or claim property on any images. Feel free to leave a comment expressing your own opinions and constructive criticism. Thanks for reading!

Monday, October 17, 2011

The Worst Thing To Feel is To Feel Nothing At All.

Lately I have had a complex mix of emotions (WARNING: Do not continue reading if easily annoyed) and lack thereof. Passing a small town and seeing little there and thinking that no one there cares much about anything even though there has to be someone there that wants more, whether that means leaving or changing life type of mood. When to try and when to give up, is it better to attain a dream or keep the dream as something to hope for? Lately, it seems more and more that I might be missing out on something much bigger than what I have planned right now. The lack of a interpersonal relationship with a significant other is bothering me in the fact that it doesn't bother me. I was afraid to be alone, and now I'm afraid that's how I want to be. All of the following images in some way either directly or indirectly, even ironically, build off of this mood. I apologize if this isn't quite transferring successfully but as a complex, personal mood it may be impossible for anyone but myself to understand.